It seems like as I work on my spirituality and since my spiritual awakening I seem to be meeting people who are also spiritual and have psychic gifts by chance. For example, I was introduced to Mary Kay and ended up opening up my business with them and somehow my director sat me down one day and said 'don't you feel like there's someone else inside you sometimes? You need to meditate to clear all the confusion thinking so that you can handle your business more efficiently'. I just looked at her weird. I guess she thought that I didn't know what she was talking about, but boy did I. We ended up talking til 4 am in the morning at the office about ghosts and psychic experiences.
Then just last night I was at a dinner party in which I was invited to by a lady I met at a shopping mall in one of the stores. At her party I met a 37 year old woman and she just started talking to me about how she can read people's energies and pick them up. She also has strong intuition about objects or things that are bad luck/energy. She sees things in dreams etc. She can even connect to people's energies and read them for their past, present and future as well as pick up energy and translate them as the other's thought (much like what I do). It seems that she can control her gifts to a degree or things just download into her easily but not really for me. She took a real liking to me and she kept saying that maybe it was Fate to come to the party and to meet me. That maybe the purpose of her going to the party was to meet me.
I started to think about all the others times when someone told me that there was something about me that they were drawn to and intrigued them. It made me feel like a specimen. I really don't know what they're picking up. If it's something my soul achieved in another life or what, and they find it drawing.
(haha much like the ants I suppose)
Most days I just feel dull, depressed and disinterested with life, so it perplexes me when someone tells me they're really glad to have met me and that maybe the purpose for them to come to some event was to meet me. I do believe in Fateful meetings and perhaps these people are right. I just don't feel the same way about them or if I do I just don't care enough. I'm on a hard and lonely soul journey that no one else but professional psychics can help me with. Maybe they're attracted to the fact that I am on a journey. A lot of souls are lost and maybe they sense that I'm on a quest. I'm going somewhere. I don't even know if I'll make it anywhere but I am doing something.
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